:it always takes me longer to wake up in the mornings. the first smoke covers my eyes thicker with the sleep i'm trying to shake. i'll try the coffee + remember that all you need is one moment of clarity to remind you what it's all about. then it happens, that in-and-out of distraction. i try yoga for menstrual cramps, articles on brain functions and how to improve them. i think about joining the Army. i cross it out after it's spoken aloud.
i come home from work and i come home from having a beer. i wash my face and want to curl up soft under the covers. i want to sing and i want to explore. i become thankful for my adventurous heart, not resentful. 'til morning, 'til morning:
