past lives (quiet that thought)

come back. stay the fuck away.
are all the hearts this full.

if i cant tell you what cant you tell me

sweet as they are,
if NONE of these things come into any of my realities.
feel pulling
beat me up about it.
what the fuck is so hard about getting there

it's me against everything.

Bring It On.
sing on stage, exhibit creations
will i be able to allow myself

I accept you. You're a bitch, teach me your ways you terrible force. i Submit.
. . some progress was made.

will i be able to love myself if i never.

become a mother.
.. these distractions
. no, i will always
It's me against nothing.


it's me flowing in and outside of you. near you and far away from you.

feeling the Weight
more than i probably know.
i know where i need to go
it's me staying inside the house.
learn french...really

walks caitlin, walks. talks caitlin talks.

BFFL

Find your Center.
it's me jumping off that bridge again.
there's just so much.


I can only talk me down from it.



life is the ultimate confusion.
falseness of the lights.


the ultimate beauty

the ultimate proof of god

the build you up to break you down. there's a reason for waves.





GOD DAMN.

now how bout a night on the town.


Don't try to talk me out of it.