I covered a shift, I make it an hour late. I disregard my new job because I feel like death and I also chicken out. Something doesn't feel right.
Break your wall down.
I learn about flowers and I think I play daydream nation on the way to work.
I feel angst and worry all together now.
But I realize that it's not all bad, maybe jumping off that bridge, figuratively speaking of course, is not a good philosophy.
Down to go up and I'm ready to chill again. Keep it together now.
I feel love for the first time.